Rest in peace, beautiful. I will always love you. You will always be the only Moo Master for this panda.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Monday, August 20, 2007
First post in several months.
well...summer holidays have been going great for the most part, a few mishaps here and there, but thats life.
Summer started off with me happily passing all my courses! lowest mark was like 63 or something, highest an 80. Stampede came around so fast i was shocked, first i went with kayla, courtney, Adrien(kayla's bf) and kayla's mom and grandma, to the grandstand sneak peek show, all for free! which was a major bonus on my part! thats for sure.
And then 2 days later, i went with cass, courtney and melissa, saw 3 days grace concert at the coca cola stage, went on tons of rides, won 2 stuffed animals, and just all in all had an awesome time.
Although, unfortunatly i had to start summer school on july 2nd before the stampede, it wasnt so bad. I mean it was math applied! although, fairly it meant work during summer, i could and did live with it, with the happy grade of 68, not to shabby if i do say so myself.
Had a blast with friends, had a blast sleepin in till 3 and going to bed at like 5 530, watched some movies, got some new clothes, looked for a job, i got a call from one, and unfortunatly my sister picked up, said i was sleeping and hung up. Thats life i guess, this was the same job that had called me for, and i figured i should apply again. The last time there was a major power outage throughout the mall, so i couldnt get in for the interview, somethinng tells me im not supposed to work there? thats fine, i made fun of the boss anyways on the same day i applied! lol.
planning a trip to penticton next summer with kayla and cass, going to be awesome, just need to get a job and save.
I would have to say, the highlight of my summer was getting the harry potter book...i know it may sound lame, but i absolutly adore books, and harry potter is my favourite series of all time. The 7th book was absolute genious, so much more than every book. I felt a little sad that the series had ended, because now after my nearly 9 year life with the book, i was without waiting for another one.
But, ive gotten over that, moving onto bigger and brighter things, preparing to enter grade 12 and getting ready to apply for colleges and universities. Hoping for U of C, but safety schools are fine too. Going to have to work really hard this year, i cant be lazy with the ever looming goal of U of C infront of me. Going to be half happy half sad when grade 12 comes to an end...happy because...well highschool is fucking OVER! so many troubles, sad because of so many great friends a made during that time will be leaving or we'll be to busy to talk to eachother...our time was too short you guys, way to short. Its felt like its been forever, and no time at all since highschool started...but i dont know. Im pretty psyched for university, and this is life, so i will live no matter what.
Even if i end up parting from everyone, i will know deep in my heart that i will always love them, and that they are always my friends, even if we dont talk, friends forever. I might be forgetting some stuff, but youll have to forgive me, i can only think of so many things at once! schools coming ever closer, although half of me doesnt want to go, and the other half of me does.
Now enough of my ravings...i dont have any pictures, but that is unimportant, cause the only ones i ever have are ones that cass sent me! lol.
Summer started off with me happily passing all my courses! lowest mark was like 63 or something, highest an 80. Stampede came around so fast i was shocked, first i went with kayla, courtney, Adrien(kayla's bf) and kayla's mom and grandma, to the grandstand sneak peek show, all for free! which was a major bonus on my part! thats for sure.
And then 2 days later, i went with cass, courtney and melissa, saw 3 days grace concert at the coca cola stage, went on tons of rides, won 2 stuffed animals, and just all in all had an awesome time.
Although, unfortunatly i had to start summer school on july 2nd before the stampede, it wasnt so bad. I mean it was math applied! although, fairly it meant work during summer, i could and did live with it, with the happy grade of 68, not to shabby if i do say so myself.
Had a blast with friends, had a blast sleepin in till 3 and going to bed at like 5 530, watched some movies, got some new clothes, looked for a job, i got a call from one, and unfortunatly my sister picked up, said i was sleeping and hung up. Thats life i guess, this was the same job that had called me for, and i figured i should apply again. The last time there was a major power outage throughout the mall, so i couldnt get in for the interview, somethinng tells me im not supposed to work there? thats fine, i made fun of the boss anyways on the same day i applied! lol.
planning a trip to penticton next summer with kayla and cass, going to be awesome, just need to get a job and save.
I would have to say, the highlight of my summer was getting the harry potter book...i know it may sound lame, but i absolutly adore books, and harry potter is my favourite series of all time. The 7th book was absolute genious, so much more than every book. I felt a little sad that the series had ended, because now after my nearly 9 year life with the book, i was without waiting for another one.
But, ive gotten over that, moving onto bigger and brighter things, preparing to enter grade 12 and getting ready to apply for colleges and universities. Hoping for U of C, but safety schools are fine too. Going to have to work really hard this year, i cant be lazy with the ever looming goal of U of C infront of me. Going to be half happy half sad when grade 12 comes to an end...happy because...well highschool is fucking OVER! so many troubles, sad because of so many great friends a made during that time will be leaving or we'll be to busy to talk to eachother...our time was too short you guys, way to short. Its felt like its been forever, and no time at all since highschool started...but i dont know. Im pretty psyched for university, and this is life, so i will live no matter what.
Even if i end up parting from everyone, i will know deep in my heart that i will always love them, and that they are always my friends, even if we dont talk, friends forever. I might be forgetting some stuff, but youll have to forgive me, i can only think of so many things at once! schools coming ever closer, although half of me doesnt want to go, and the other half of me does.
Now enough of my ravings...i dont have any pictures, but that is unimportant, cause the only ones i ever have are ones that cass sent me! lol.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
You think it's alright; can't you feel the knife?
What a lovely, sinister song. It's perfect!
Call me crazy, but I find dislike to be my greatest motivator. When someone hates or dislikes me, it makes me want to one-up them; perhaps a bit too much, in some cases, but none the less, it's nice fuel for ambition and drive, which I seem to lack under normal circumstances. Speaking of ambition and drive, I'm passing math, I have a 75 in biology (my grade went up, somehow), and I'm still failing chemistry. Brutal. I really, really need to pass chemistry. I'm kind of relying on this unit and the final exam to push me over the 50 mark. Right now, I have a 43, and school is only in session for a little less than 9 (is it?) days. I'm sick of school, so if I don't pass chemistry, there's a good chance that I'm just not going to go to summer school for it and drop the course all together.
I've been feeling pretty damn good lately. I've gotten almost everything out of my system. I talked to one of the people I haven't spoken to in a few months, one of my ex-best friends (we were friends for a very, very long time - 7 or 8 years, maybe), and that pretty much settled my mind. I don't regret my decision to cut those people out of my life anymore, not in the least bit. I was having second thoughts awhile ago, but now I'm sure of myself. Talking to her and witnessing the aftermath of such made me realize that they just weren't worth my precious time after all.
On another note, I ordered one of those 8 GB red iPod nanos online on Saturday, and apparently it didn't go into transit until Sunday. 1-2 business days? Yeah, right. Companies these days are absolutely terrible with customer service. It's already been 3 business days, and tomorrow will be the 4th. Twice as long as promised! Ugh, whatever happened to guarantees and valuing customer satisfaction?
I have a bunch of chemistry homework due friday (or was it tomorrow?). Either way, I'm almost done, which is new - being done on time and all. I'm not accustomed to being done anything on time, especially homework. I just haven't done any of the hydrocarbon questions yet and I've yet to do the esters/ethers thing. Not too bad, really. I'll get it done. I have all of tomorrow to do it, pretty much - tomorrow, my day will consist of: chemistry, spare, no biology, and then math. My biology class is headed to the zoo, but I decided against going. I don't care for anyone in my biology class, really. I've been waiting for a field trip for 2 years, and when one actually came along, it was with people I don't care for at all. Go figure!
I'm going to head up to bed now before my mom tears a strip off of me. I'd post pictures and such, but I haven't really taken any in awhile - shame on me! Oh well, I'll take some soon.
Call me crazy, but I find dislike to be my greatest motivator. When someone hates or dislikes me, it makes me want to one-up them; perhaps a bit too much, in some cases, but none the less, it's nice fuel for ambition and drive, which I seem to lack under normal circumstances. Speaking of ambition and drive, I'm passing math, I have a 75 in biology (my grade went up, somehow), and I'm still failing chemistry. Brutal. I really, really need to pass chemistry. I'm kind of relying on this unit and the final exam to push me over the 50 mark. Right now, I have a 43, and school is only in session for a little less than 9 (is it?) days. I'm sick of school, so if I don't pass chemistry, there's a good chance that I'm just not going to go to summer school for it and drop the course all together.
I've been feeling pretty damn good lately. I've gotten almost everything out of my system. I talked to one of the people I haven't spoken to in a few months, one of my ex-best friends (we were friends for a very, very long time - 7 or 8 years, maybe), and that pretty much settled my mind. I don't regret my decision to cut those people out of my life anymore, not in the least bit. I was having second thoughts awhile ago, but now I'm sure of myself. Talking to her and witnessing the aftermath of such made me realize that they just weren't worth my precious time after all.
On another note, I ordered one of those 8 GB red iPod nanos online on Saturday, and apparently it didn't go into transit until Sunday. 1-2 business days? Yeah, right. Companies these days are absolutely terrible with customer service. It's already been 3 business days, and tomorrow will be the 4th. Twice as long as promised! Ugh, whatever happened to guarantees and valuing customer satisfaction?
I have a bunch of chemistry homework due friday (or was it tomorrow?). Either way, I'm almost done, which is new - being done on time and all. I'm not accustomed to being done anything on time, especially homework. I just haven't done any of the hydrocarbon questions yet and I've yet to do the esters/ethers thing. Not too bad, really. I'll get it done. I have all of tomorrow to do it, pretty much - tomorrow, my day will consist of: chemistry, spare, no biology, and then math. My biology class is headed to the zoo, but I decided against going. I don't care for anyone in my biology class, really. I've been waiting for a field trip for 2 years, and when one actually came along, it was with people I don't care for at all. Go figure!
I'm going to head up to bed now before my mom tears a strip off of me. I'd post pictures and such, but I haven't really taken any in awhile - shame on me! Oh well, I'll take some soon.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
I wouldn't want to be anywhere else but here; I wouldn't want to change anything at all
With a little push from Stephen and Nicki, I decided to pick myself up a bit and start to try a bit until the end of the year. I don't know if I'm going to pass anything, but I'm making more of an effort than I was. Today was particularly disappointing, and I didn't really have time to get anything done, homework-wise. I could work on my biology project right now, but I've only got about 15 minutes before I head upstairs for the night. I guess I'll be devoting my entire weekend to doing homework. Particularly my biology project and all of the math units I have to catch up on. It's not my ideal way of spending my time, but summer school isn't, either. I'm trying to be as optimistic as I possibly can be.
I went to see Hot Fuzz with my mom tonight, and I've got to say, it was one of the worst movies I've ever seen. I usually appreciate British humour, but I didn't find Hot Fuzz to be amusing at all. My mom fell asleep for most of it. I wanted to see Shrek, myself, but she insisted on Hot Fuzz. It was gory, uninteresting, and pretty much lacked a plot. It wasn't what I thought it'd be. We went for dinner too, though, at least. The food was pretty good, but that's about it.
I wasn't really a happy camper at school today - I didn't do nearly as well as I thought I would on my chemistry quiz thing, the substitute teacher was a total bitch, and I was in pain all day. I took an advil at lunch and another in math class, but it didn't do much good, if any at all. I came to the conclusion that we wouldn't be doing a damn thing in biology, because we never are, so I didn't go and asked my mom to come pick me up. I didn't fake sick or anything, even though I was in a lot of pain, but she didn't argue.
Now I'm sitting at home and I haven't been able to do anything I would have liked to have done today. I think I'm going to use the remaining time I have today to do something I said I would yesterday for someone close to me, rather than waste my time on homework that I can just do during my spare tomorrow. Besides, 10 minutes won't do anything.
I went to see Hot Fuzz with my mom tonight, and I've got to say, it was one of the worst movies I've ever seen. I usually appreciate British humour, but I didn't find Hot Fuzz to be amusing at all. My mom fell asleep for most of it. I wanted to see Shrek, myself, but she insisted on Hot Fuzz. It was gory, uninteresting, and pretty much lacked a plot. It wasn't what I thought it'd be. We went for dinner too, though, at least. The food was pretty good, but that's about it.
I wasn't really a happy camper at school today - I didn't do nearly as well as I thought I would on my chemistry quiz thing, the substitute teacher was a total bitch, and I was in pain all day. I took an advil at lunch and another in math class, but it didn't do much good, if any at all. I came to the conclusion that we wouldn't be doing a damn thing in biology, because we never are, so I didn't go and asked my mom to come pick me up. I didn't fake sick or anything, even though I was in a lot of pain, but she didn't argue.
Now I'm sitting at home and I haven't been able to do anything I would have liked to have done today. I think I'm going to use the remaining time I have today to do something I said I would yesterday for someone close to me, rather than waste my time on homework that I can just do during my spare tomorrow. Besides, 10 minutes won't do anything.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
The one that you are looking for, you're not going to find her here
My mom was in super-bitch mode all day today, as could be predicted. She's in super-bitch mode just about every day. She went ballistic when I told her I skipped both math and biology today, but it's not like I've never skipped before - she didn't know I had. I told her for the sole purpose of getting her riled up, because really, if you're going to send your daughter to school 2 days in a row with a fever that should have her in a hospital, you deserve whatever the fuck is coming to you - and that's quite a fucking bit.
On a happier note, I got a letter from Stephen in the mail today. It made me cry a bit, but not in a bad way. It made me smile more than anything; it was really sweet and heartfelt. It's really, really nice to have people who care about you unconditionally. I don't know where I'd be if it weren't for kind little gestures like notes and letters like that. Long, sincere letters really make my days a lot brighter ^__^
As I said earlier, I skipped math and biology. I skipped with Nicki for the most part, and did some chemistry during biology. I couldn't breathe all day because of my sinuses, so I was pretty out of it - Nicki could testify to that! I'm sure I wasn't a great deal of fun to be around today, but hey - when your mom is a total cunt, you can't breathe, and you've got a fever of over 100, you're not going to be the most interesting person in the world. As for tomorrow, I'm going to go to school just to get away from my mother. I'm not looking forward to that fucking math unit test, though. I'm going to fail miserably.
I don't even know what the hell is going on in biology. Chemistry, I'm doing a bit better. I understand organic chemistry. I don't mind going to chemistry. The course I dreaded the most initially has actually turned out to be something of my favourite (of the courses I have at the moment). I'd have to say my favourite overall course this year was either drama or social. Probably drama, though. I miss Brigette (the blonde one) the most right now, I'd have to say. She's really awesome, and I hardly ever see her anymore!
I played a bit of KartRider with Stephen after school. We got a bit bored/annoyed with it after awhile, so we went back to RO, and then he left. I talked to Nate for awhile, but we haven't really played any games together lately. I'm thinking of playing a bit more RO or MapleStory or something. I might just get the hell off of the internet for awhile, though. Not completely, of course, but I really need to start working out again. I packed on like, 10 pounds or something. I also need to get down to ~120 or so before graduation, too.
Anyways, I'm off to deal with Dumb and Dumber! Thank god I, spawn of Dumb and Dumber, did not become Dumbest. I think I turned out pretty well. As well as they come from parents like mine, at least.
On a happier note, I got a letter from Stephen in the mail today. It made me cry a bit, but not in a bad way. It made me smile more than anything; it was really sweet and heartfelt. It's really, really nice to have people who care about you unconditionally. I don't know where I'd be if it weren't for kind little gestures like notes and letters like that. Long, sincere letters really make my days a lot brighter ^__^
As I said earlier, I skipped math and biology. I skipped with Nicki for the most part, and did some chemistry during biology. I couldn't breathe all day because of my sinuses, so I was pretty out of it - Nicki could testify to that! I'm sure I wasn't a great deal of fun to be around today, but hey - when your mom is a total cunt, you can't breathe, and you've got a fever of over 100, you're not going to be the most interesting person in the world. As for tomorrow, I'm going to go to school just to get away from my mother. I'm not looking forward to that fucking math unit test, though. I'm going to fail miserably.
I don't even know what the hell is going on in biology. Chemistry, I'm doing a bit better. I understand organic chemistry. I don't mind going to chemistry. The course I dreaded the most initially has actually turned out to be something of my favourite (of the courses I have at the moment). I'd have to say my favourite overall course this year was either drama or social. Probably drama, though. I miss Brigette (the blonde one) the most right now, I'd have to say. She's really awesome, and I hardly ever see her anymore!
I played a bit of KartRider with Stephen after school. We got a bit bored/annoyed with it after awhile, so we went back to RO, and then he left. I talked to Nate for awhile, but we haven't really played any games together lately. I'm thinking of playing a bit more RO or MapleStory or something. I might just get the hell off of the internet for awhile, though. Not completely, of course, but I really need to start working out again. I packed on like, 10 pounds or something. I also need to get down to ~120 or so before graduation, too.
Anyways, I'm off to deal with Dumb and Dumber! Thank god I, spawn of Dumb and Dumber, did not become Dumbest. I think I turned out pretty well. As well as they come from parents like mine, at least.
Monday, May 14, 2007
I've got one friend laying across from me, I did not choose him, he did not choose me
I say this in no uncertain terms: I am so fucked.
I have a math formal assignment due tomorrow, and I don't even know what coordinate geometry is in the first place. I paid attention in class, but it all went right over my head. I also have about 8+ pages of homework due wednesday, the day after tomorrow. I'm going to fail this unit miserably. The highest mark I've gotten on a quiz this unit was about 3.5/20 or something. Every other grade was a 3/20. I do believe I'm failing math again. That's right, again. I hope to high heaven that I do well on my finance unit, or whatever the hell the next unit is. I need to pass this course. I've done it twice now, and I'm not going to do it a third time.
I actually did alright on my chemistry quiz today that I didn't even know about, surprisingly enough. I had 14.5/20, and I'm pretty sure I'm going to get more marks than that because I noticed that the person who graded it did so incorrectly. I should have about 16.5-17.5 once the teacher checks it over. If I don't, I'll be making damn sure I get my marks. I also still have to do those stoichiometry tests that I haven't written. I don't know if my biology teacher is going to make me write the tests that I missed, but I hope he doesn't.
In other news, there really is no other news. I didn't stay at school today - I went home prior to math class beginning. I did get my formal assignment from the teacher before I went home, though. I don't know how much of it I'm going to get done, or if I'm going to get it done at all. I'm kind of hoping Dominic comes tomorrow and has his done. I cannot afford to fail this unit, though I'm obviously going to.
On a more positive note, I played a bit of KartRider with Stephen earlier, and that brightened my day up a bit. I'm still really, really stressed out though. I'm pretty sure I'm going to start getting anxiety attacks again. I'm not looking forward to it, either. The one thing I am looking forward to, if I don't have to go to summer school, is summer vacation. Until then, I suppose I'm going to have to step up my game. I don't really have the energy to, but there is no fucking way I'm going to summer school.
I have a math formal assignment due tomorrow, and I don't even know what coordinate geometry is in the first place. I paid attention in class, but it all went right over my head. I also have about 8+ pages of homework due wednesday, the day after tomorrow. I'm going to fail this unit miserably. The highest mark I've gotten on a quiz this unit was about 3.5/20 or something. Every other grade was a 3/20. I do believe I'm failing math again. That's right, again. I hope to high heaven that I do well on my finance unit, or whatever the hell the next unit is. I need to pass this course. I've done it twice now, and I'm not going to do it a third time.
I actually did alright on my chemistry quiz today that I didn't even know about, surprisingly enough. I had 14.5/20, and I'm pretty sure I'm going to get more marks than that because I noticed that the person who graded it did so incorrectly. I should have about 16.5-17.5 once the teacher checks it over. If I don't, I'll be making damn sure I get my marks. I also still have to do those stoichiometry tests that I haven't written. I don't know if my biology teacher is going to make me write the tests that I missed, but I hope he doesn't.
In other news, there really is no other news. I didn't stay at school today - I went home prior to math class beginning. I did get my formal assignment from the teacher before I went home, though. I don't know how much of it I'm going to get done, or if I'm going to get it done at all. I'm kind of hoping Dominic comes tomorrow and has his done. I cannot afford to fail this unit, though I'm obviously going to.
On a more positive note, I played a bit of KartRider with Stephen earlier, and that brightened my day up a bit. I'm still really, really stressed out though. I'm pretty sure I'm going to start getting anxiety attacks again. I'm not looking forward to it, either. The one thing I am looking forward to, if I don't have to go to summer school, is summer vacation. Until then, I suppose I'm going to have to step up my game. I don't really have the energy to, but there is no fucking way I'm going to summer school.
hmmm let me see...i feel obligated basically to keep up on the blog..but there is nothing special to report....well that i am allowed to report over a public blog. Seeing as my sister doesnt want anyone knowing in anyways. Especially if it could get back to certain people.
so basically...i am fucked as well!
i had to leave early today, because of cramps that almost brought tears to my eyes. But luckily Nikki came to my rescue with some wonderful advil to ease the pain.
I have an ENTIRE PROJECT due in psychology, which unfortunatly cass is unable to find. it was due today!
in french, i am already late on some fuckin thing that i do not know...something about a paragraph...and an employment list...i wasnt fuckin listening! so im not fuckin sure.
in LA, i have a story to do. i am about half way done my rough draft. I have yet to make corrections and then retype it out...it was supposed to be due friday, but she changed it to monday, which was today, being that i wasnt here for LA, i still need to hand it in.
so all in all...its a killer day. Other than some fantastic news, i have nothing to report. In order of fantasticness, i am going to shrek the third on friday! and then may long weekend in all its fantasticness. Then the ohhh so amazing, summer holidays! and then stampede, and then the release of harry potter the 5th movie, and the release, of the FINAL BOOK of harry potter.
All in all...its ok...for now. Till then! nothing to report.
so basically...i am fucked as well!
i had to leave early today, because of cramps that almost brought tears to my eyes. But luckily Nikki came to my rescue with some wonderful advil to ease the pain.
I have an ENTIRE PROJECT due in psychology, which unfortunatly cass is unable to find. it was due today!
in french, i am already late on some fuckin thing that i do not know...something about a paragraph...and an employment list...i wasnt fuckin listening! so im not fuckin sure.
in LA, i have a story to do. i am about half way done my rough draft. I have yet to make corrections and then retype it out...it was supposed to be due friday, but she changed it to monday, which was today, being that i wasnt here for LA, i still need to hand it in.
so all in all...its a killer day. Other than some fantastic news, i have nothing to report. In order of fantasticness, i am going to shrek the third on friday! and then may long weekend in all its fantasticness. Then the ohhh so amazing, summer holidays! and then stampede, and then the release of harry potter the 5th movie, and the release, of the FINAL BOOK of harry potter.
All in all...its ok...for now. Till then! nothing to report.
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