Monday, May 14, 2007

I've got one friend laying across from me, I did not choose him, he did not choose me

I say this in no uncertain terms: I am so fucked.

I have a math formal assignment due tomorrow, and I don't even know what coordinate geometry is in the first place. I paid attention in class, but it all went right over my head. I also have about 8+ pages of homework due wednesday, the day after tomorrow. I'm going to fail this unit miserably. The highest mark I've gotten on a quiz this unit was about 3.5/20 or something. Every other grade was a 3/20. I do believe I'm failing math again. That's right, again. I hope to high heaven that I do well on my finance unit, or whatever the hell the next unit is. I need to pass this course. I've done it twice now, and I'm not going to do it a third time.

I actually did alright on my chemistry quiz today that I didn't even know about, surprisingly enough. I had 14.5/20, and I'm pretty sure I'm going to get more marks than that because I noticed that the person who graded it did so incorrectly. I should have about 16.5-17.5 once the teacher checks it over. If I don't, I'll be making damn sure I get my marks. I also still have to do those stoichiometry tests that I haven't written. I don't know if my biology teacher is going to make me write the tests that I missed, but I hope he doesn't.

In other news, there really is no other news. I didn't stay at school today - I went home prior to math class beginning. I did get my formal assignment from the teacher before I went home, though. I don't know how much of it I'm going to get done, or if I'm going to get it done at all. I'm kind of hoping Dominic comes tomorrow and has his done. I cannot afford to fail this unit, though I'm obviously going to.

On a more positive note, I played a bit of KartRider with Stephen earlier, and that brightened my day up a bit. I'm still really, really stressed out though. I'm pretty sure I'm going to start getting anxiety attacks again. I'm not looking forward to it, either. The one thing I am looking forward to, if I don't have to go to summer school, is summer vacation. Until then, I suppose I'm going to have to step up my game. I don't really have the energy to, but there is no fucking way I'm going to summer school.

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