What a lovely, sinister song. It's perfect!
Call me crazy, but I find dislike to be my greatest motivator. When someone hates or dislikes me, it makes me want to one-up them; perhaps a bit too much, in some cases, but none the less, it's nice fuel for ambition and drive, which I seem to lack under normal circumstances. Speaking of ambition and drive, I'm passing math, I have a 75 in biology (my grade went up, somehow), and I'm still failing chemistry. Brutal. I really, really need to pass chemistry. I'm kind of relying on this unit and the final exam to push me over the 50 mark. Right now, I have a 43, and school is only in session for a little less than 9 (is it?) days. I'm sick of school, so if I don't pass chemistry, there's a good chance that I'm just not going to go to summer school for it and drop the course all together.
I've been feeling pretty damn good lately. I've gotten almost everything out of my system. I talked to one of the people I haven't spoken to in a few months, one of my ex-best friends (we were friends for a very, very long time - 7 or 8 years, maybe), and that pretty much settled my mind. I don't regret my decision to cut those people out of my life anymore, not in the least bit. I was having second thoughts awhile ago, but now I'm sure of myself. Talking to her and witnessing the aftermath of such made me realize that they just weren't worth my precious time after all.
On another note, I ordered one of those 8 GB red iPod nanos online on Saturday, and apparently it didn't go into transit until Sunday. 1-2 business days? Yeah, right. Companies these days are absolutely terrible with customer service. It's already been 3 business days, and tomorrow will be the 4th. Twice as long as promised! Ugh, whatever happened to guarantees and valuing customer satisfaction?
I have a bunch of chemistry homework due friday (or was it tomorrow?). Either way, I'm almost done, which is new - being done on time and all. I'm not accustomed to being done anything on time, especially homework. I just haven't done any of the hydrocarbon questions yet and I've yet to do the esters/ethers thing. Not too bad, really. I'll get it done. I have all of tomorrow to do it, pretty much - tomorrow, my day will consist of: chemistry, spare, no biology, and then math. My biology class is headed to the zoo, but I decided against going. I don't care for anyone in my biology class, really. I've been waiting for a field trip for 2 years, and when one actually came along, it was with people I don't care for at all. Go figure!
I'm going to head up to bed now before my mom tears a strip off of me. I'd post pictures and such, but I haven't really taken any in awhile - shame on me! Oh well, I'll take some soon.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
I wouldn't want to be anywhere else but here; I wouldn't want to change anything at all
With a little push from Stephen and Nicki, I decided to pick myself up a bit and start to try a bit until the end of the year. I don't know if I'm going to pass anything, but I'm making more of an effort than I was. Today was particularly disappointing, and I didn't really have time to get anything done, homework-wise. I could work on my biology project right now, but I've only got about 15 minutes before I head upstairs for the night. I guess I'll be devoting my entire weekend to doing homework. Particularly my biology project and all of the math units I have to catch up on. It's not my ideal way of spending my time, but summer school isn't, either. I'm trying to be as optimistic as I possibly can be.
I went to see Hot Fuzz with my mom tonight, and I've got to say, it was one of the worst movies I've ever seen. I usually appreciate British humour, but I didn't find Hot Fuzz to be amusing at all. My mom fell asleep for most of it. I wanted to see Shrek, myself, but she insisted on Hot Fuzz. It was gory, uninteresting, and pretty much lacked a plot. It wasn't what I thought it'd be. We went for dinner too, though, at least. The food was pretty good, but that's about it.
I wasn't really a happy camper at school today - I didn't do nearly as well as I thought I would on my chemistry quiz thing, the substitute teacher was a total bitch, and I was in pain all day. I took an advil at lunch and another in math class, but it didn't do much good, if any at all. I came to the conclusion that we wouldn't be doing a damn thing in biology, because we never are, so I didn't go and asked my mom to come pick me up. I didn't fake sick or anything, even though I was in a lot of pain, but she didn't argue.
Now I'm sitting at home and I haven't been able to do anything I would have liked to have done today. I think I'm going to use the remaining time I have today to do something I said I would yesterday for someone close to me, rather than waste my time on homework that I can just do during my spare tomorrow. Besides, 10 minutes won't do anything.
I went to see Hot Fuzz with my mom tonight, and I've got to say, it was one of the worst movies I've ever seen. I usually appreciate British humour, but I didn't find Hot Fuzz to be amusing at all. My mom fell asleep for most of it. I wanted to see Shrek, myself, but she insisted on Hot Fuzz. It was gory, uninteresting, and pretty much lacked a plot. It wasn't what I thought it'd be. We went for dinner too, though, at least. The food was pretty good, but that's about it.
I wasn't really a happy camper at school today - I didn't do nearly as well as I thought I would on my chemistry quiz thing, the substitute teacher was a total bitch, and I was in pain all day. I took an advil at lunch and another in math class, but it didn't do much good, if any at all. I came to the conclusion that we wouldn't be doing a damn thing in biology, because we never are, so I didn't go and asked my mom to come pick me up. I didn't fake sick or anything, even though I was in a lot of pain, but she didn't argue.
Now I'm sitting at home and I haven't been able to do anything I would have liked to have done today. I think I'm going to use the remaining time I have today to do something I said I would yesterday for someone close to me, rather than waste my time on homework that I can just do during my spare tomorrow. Besides, 10 minutes won't do anything.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
The one that you are looking for, you're not going to find her here
My mom was in super-bitch mode all day today, as could be predicted. She's in super-bitch mode just about every day. She went ballistic when I told her I skipped both math and biology today, but it's not like I've never skipped before - she didn't know I had. I told her for the sole purpose of getting her riled up, because really, if you're going to send your daughter to school 2 days in a row with a fever that should have her in a hospital, you deserve whatever the fuck is coming to you - and that's quite a fucking bit.
On a happier note, I got a letter from Stephen in the mail today. It made me cry a bit, but not in a bad way. It made me smile more than anything; it was really sweet and heartfelt. It's really, really nice to have people who care about you unconditionally. I don't know where I'd be if it weren't for kind little gestures like notes and letters like that. Long, sincere letters really make my days a lot brighter ^__^
As I said earlier, I skipped math and biology. I skipped with Nicki for the most part, and did some chemistry during biology. I couldn't breathe all day because of my sinuses, so I was pretty out of it - Nicki could testify to that! I'm sure I wasn't a great deal of fun to be around today, but hey - when your mom is a total cunt, you can't breathe, and you've got a fever of over 100, you're not going to be the most interesting person in the world. As for tomorrow, I'm going to go to school just to get away from my mother. I'm not looking forward to that fucking math unit test, though. I'm going to fail miserably.
I don't even know what the hell is going on in biology. Chemistry, I'm doing a bit better. I understand organic chemistry. I don't mind going to chemistry. The course I dreaded the most initially has actually turned out to be something of my favourite (of the courses I have at the moment). I'd have to say my favourite overall course this year was either drama or social. Probably drama, though. I miss Brigette (the blonde one) the most right now, I'd have to say. She's really awesome, and I hardly ever see her anymore!
I played a bit of KartRider with Stephen after school. We got a bit bored/annoyed with it after awhile, so we went back to RO, and then he left. I talked to Nate for awhile, but we haven't really played any games together lately. I'm thinking of playing a bit more RO or MapleStory or something. I might just get the hell off of the internet for awhile, though. Not completely, of course, but I really need to start working out again. I packed on like, 10 pounds or something. I also need to get down to ~120 or so before graduation, too.
Anyways, I'm off to deal with Dumb and Dumber! Thank god I, spawn of Dumb and Dumber, did not become Dumbest. I think I turned out pretty well. As well as they come from parents like mine, at least.
On a happier note, I got a letter from Stephen in the mail today. It made me cry a bit, but not in a bad way. It made me smile more than anything; it was really sweet and heartfelt. It's really, really nice to have people who care about you unconditionally. I don't know where I'd be if it weren't for kind little gestures like notes and letters like that. Long, sincere letters really make my days a lot brighter ^__^
As I said earlier, I skipped math and biology. I skipped with Nicki for the most part, and did some chemistry during biology. I couldn't breathe all day because of my sinuses, so I was pretty out of it - Nicki could testify to that! I'm sure I wasn't a great deal of fun to be around today, but hey - when your mom is a total cunt, you can't breathe, and you've got a fever of over 100, you're not going to be the most interesting person in the world. As for tomorrow, I'm going to go to school just to get away from my mother. I'm not looking forward to that fucking math unit test, though. I'm going to fail miserably.
I don't even know what the hell is going on in biology. Chemistry, I'm doing a bit better. I understand organic chemistry. I don't mind going to chemistry. The course I dreaded the most initially has actually turned out to be something of my favourite (of the courses I have at the moment). I'd have to say my favourite overall course this year was either drama or social. Probably drama, though. I miss Brigette (the blonde one) the most right now, I'd have to say. She's really awesome, and I hardly ever see her anymore!
I played a bit of KartRider with Stephen after school. We got a bit bored/annoyed with it after awhile, so we went back to RO, and then he left. I talked to Nate for awhile, but we haven't really played any games together lately. I'm thinking of playing a bit more RO or MapleStory or something. I might just get the hell off of the internet for awhile, though. Not completely, of course, but I really need to start working out again. I packed on like, 10 pounds or something. I also need to get down to ~120 or so before graduation, too.
Anyways, I'm off to deal with Dumb and Dumber! Thank god I, spawn of Dumb and Dumber, did not become Dumbest. I think I turned out pretty well. As well as they come from parents like mine, at least.
Monday, May 14, 2007
I've got one friend laying across from me, I did not choose him, he did not choose me
I say this in no uncertain terms: I am so fucked.
I have a math formal assignment due tomorrow, and I don't even know what coordinate geometry is in the first place. I paid attention in class, but it all went right over my head. I also have about 8+ pages of homework due wednesday, the day after tomorrow. I'm going to fail this unit miserably. The highest mark I've gotten on a quiz this unit was about 3.5/20 or something. Every other grade was a 3/20. I do believe I'm failing math again. That's right, again. I hope to high heaven that I do well on my finance unit, or whatever the hell the next unit is. I need to pass this course. I've done it twice now, and I'm not going to do it a third time.
I actually did alright on my chemistry quiz today that I didn't even know about, surprisingly enough. I had 14.5/20, and I'm pretty sure I'm going to get more marks than that because I noticed that the person who graded it did so incorrectly. I should have about 16.5-17.5 once the teacher checks it over. If I don't, I'll be making damn sure I get my marks. I also still have to do those stoichiometry tests that I haven't written. I don't know if my biology teacher is going to make me write the tests that I missed, but I hope he doesn't.
In other news, there really is no other news. I didn't stay at school today - I went home prior to math class beginning. I did get my formal assignment from the teacher before I went home, though. I don't know how much of it I'm going to get done, or if I'm going to get it done at all. I'm kind of hoping Dominic comes tomorrow and has his done. I cannot afford to fail this unit, though I'm obviously going to.
On a more positive note, I played a bit of KartRider with Stephen earlier, and that brightened my day up a bit. I'm still really, really stressed out though. I'm pretty sure I'm going to start getting anxiety attacks again. I'm not looking forward to it, either. The one thing I am looking forward to, if I don't have to go to summer school, is summer vacation. Until then, I suppose I'm going to have to step up my game. I don't really have the energy to, but there is no fucking way I'm going to summer school.
I have a math formal assignment due tomorrow, and I don't even know what coordinate geometry is in the first place. I paid attention in class, but it all went right over my head. I also have about 8+ pages of homework due wednesday, the day after tomorrow. I'm going to fail this unit miserably. The highest mark I've gotten on a quiz this unit was about 3.5/20 or something. Every other grade was a 3/20. I do believe I'm failing math again. That's right, again. I hope to high heaven that I do well on my finance unit, or whatever the hell the next unit is. I need to pass this course. I've done it twice now, and I'm not going to do it a third time.
I actually did alright on my chemistry quiz today that I didn't even know about, surprisingly enough. I had 14.5/20, and I'm pretty sure I'm going to get more marks than that because I noticed that the person who graded it did so incorrectly. I should have about 16.5-17.5 once the teacher checks it over. If I don't, I'll be making damn sure I get my marks. I also still have to do those stoichiometry tests that I haven't written. I don't know if my biology teacher is going to make me write the tests that I missed, but I hope he doesn't.
In other news, there really is no other news. I didn't stay at school today - I went home prior to math class beginning. I did get my formal assignment from the teacher before I went home, though. I don't know how much of it I'm going to get done, or if I'm going to get it done at all. I'm kind of hoping Dominic comes tomorrow and has his done. I cannot afford to fail this unit, though I'm obviously going to.
On a more positive note, I played a bit of KartRider with Stephen earlier, and that brightened my day up a bit. I'm still really, really stressed out though. I'm pretty sure I'm going to start getting anxiety attacks again. I'm not looking forward to it, either. The one thing I am looking forward to, if I don't have to go to summer school, is summer vacation. Until then, I suppose I'm going to have to step up my game. I don't really have the energy to, but there is no fucking way I'm going to summer school.
hmmm let me see...i feel obligated basically to keep up on the blog..but there is nothing special to report....well that i am allowed to report over a public blog. Seeing as my sister doesnt want anyone knowing in anyways. Especially if it could get back to certain people.
so basically...i am fucked as well!
i had to leave early today, because of cramps that almost brought tears to my eyes. But luckily Nikki came to my rescue with some wonderful advil to ease the pain.
I have an ENTIRE PROJECT due in psychology, which unfortunatly cass is unable to find. it was due today!
in french, i am already late on some fuckin thing that i do not know...something about a paragraph...and an employment list...i wasnt fuckin listening! so im not fuckin sure.
in LA, i have a story to do. i am about half way done my rough draft. I have yet to make corrections and then retype it out...it was supposed to be due friday, but she changed it to monday, which was today, being that i wasnt here for LA, i still need to hand it in.
so all in all...its a killer day. Other than some fantastic news, i have nothing to report. In order of fantasticness, i am going to shrek the third on friday! and then may long weekend in all its fantasticness. Then the ohhh so amazing, summer holidays! and then stampede, and then the release of harry potter the 5th movie, and the release, of the FINAL BOOK of harry potter.
All in all...its ok...for now. Till then! nothing to report.
so basically...i am fucked as well!
i had to leave early today, because of cramps that almost brought tears to my eyes. But luckily Nikki came to my rescue with some wonderful advil to ease the pain.
I have an ENTIRE PROJECT due in psychology, which unfortunatly cass is unable to find. it was due today!
in french, i am already late on some fuckin thing that i do not know...something about a paragraph...and an employment list...i wasnt fuckin listening! so im not fuckin sure.
in LA, i have a story to do. i am about half way done my rough draft. I have yet to make corrections and then retype it out...it was supposed to be due friday, but she changed it to monday, which was today, being that i wasnt here for LA, i still need to hand it in.
so all in all...its a killer day. Other than some fantastic news, i have nothing to report. In order of fantasticness, i am going to shrek the third on friday! and then may long weekend in all its fantasticness. Then the ohhh so amazing, summer holidays! and then stampede, and then the release of harry potter the 5th movie, and the release, of the FINAL BOOK of harry potter.
All in all...its ok...for now. Till then! nothing to report.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Remember what the dormouse said, feed your head
I've come down with another head cold! I've been sneezing and coughing up a storm, and my head feels like it's going to explode. I just had a head cold a few weeks ago, so I don't know where the hell this one came from. It's almost like the same thing, but my throat doesn't hurt as much yet - I can feel it starting to hurt from all the raw coughing and such, though.
On another note, my mom didn't like what I got her for Mother's Day, and she made it pretty clear. She always does. I can't recall any occasions when she did like a gift that I gave her. I gave her a rather large, high quality box of chocolate and a gift card worth quite a bit. She threw a fit, of course - she didn't like anything my dad or I gave her. My mom is pretty much always miserable when it comes to things like Mother's Day, Christmas, Easter, and other such holidays. I came prepared for a migrane today.
Things haven't really been looking up lately. As I've probably said before, I'm failing chemistry, I'm probably failing biology, and I will be failing math (again) very soon. I need to start passing, because the last thing I want to do is spend my entire summer in summer school. I've had enough of school. I'm completely burnt out.
Just for the sake of having a picture in this post, I'll share a little something that never ceases to amuse me:
That screenshot was taken sometime in 2004 or 2005 on MapleStory - I'm Enchanting (about level 10 at that time, aww tiny Enchanting), and Jesse is AzianDragon or whatever the hell that name is. It always makes me smile, and I'm sure anyone who knows Jesse would smile, too.
Also, one last thing before I go: I've been playing KartRider with Stephen quite a bit as of the past day or two. It's really fun! If anyone wants to check it out, it can be found at http://www.nexon.net - it's closed beta, however, so sign up for it and download it before May 31st!
On another note, my mom didn't like what I got her for Mother's Day, and she made it pretty clear. She always does. I can't recall any occasions when she did like a gift that I gave her. I gave her a rather large, high quality box of chocolate and a gift card worth quite a bit. She threw a fit, of course - she didn't like anything my dad or I gave her. My mom is pretty much always miserable when it comes to things like Mother's Day, Christmas, Easter, and other such holidays. I came prepared for a migrane today.
Things haven't really been looking up lately. As I've probably said before, I'm failing chemistry, I'm probably failing biology, and I will be failing math (again) very soon. I need to start passing, because the last thing I want to do is spend my entire summer in summer school. I've had enough of school. I'm completely burnt out.
Just for the sake of having a picture in this post, I'll share a little something that never ceases to amuse me:
That screenshot was taken sometime in 2004 or 2005 on MapleStory - I'm Enchanting (about level 10 at that time, aww tiny Enchanting), and Jesse is AzianDragon or whatever the hell that name is. It always makes me smile, and I'm sure anyone who knows Jesse would smile, too.
Also, one last thing before I go: I've been playing KartRider with Stephen quite a bit as of the past day or two. It's really fun! If anyone wants to check it out, it can be found at http://www.nexon.net - it's closed beta, however, so sign up for it and download it before May 31st!
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
You feel like a cannon ball; you blow a lot, you blow it all
Today was pretty terrible. It wasn't so much a bad day for me emotionally as it was physically. My feet have about 20 blisters on them from walking to 7-11 twice and T&T once in dress boots. Dress boots are not meant to be long distance footwear. I did get some pretty good munchies, though. Completely negated the exercise, but that's quite alright. I bought a fresh strawberry bubble tea from T&T and a doughnut and some strawberry milk from 7-11. Good stuff.
I didn't really go to any classes after lunch. Math was replaced with mass, so of course, I chose to opt out of that. As for biology, it was a work period to work on a 'group' project which I fully intend to do myself, or not do at all. I don't particularly care for anyone in my biology class, which I've probably mentioned before.
I'm supposed to go to T&T with the Nickiness tomorrow, but I don't know if my feet will be able to make it. I suppose we'll see in the morning. I also have a biology field trip to go to on the 31st, which I'm absolutely not looking forward to. I might play sick that day or something, considering field trips are harder to skip than regular class. Nicki does need a pick-me-up however, so if I can't walk to T&T, I'll look into taking the bus tomorrow instead. Less exercise, but that's fine too!
As for school events not directly involving me, there's been nothing but drama lately. It's like a constant whirlpool of he said/she said, picking sides, and gossip. The lemmings have all fallen in, but Nicki and I are managing to stay out of it pretty well, I'd say. Hurrah for not getting involved in petty fights and boyfriend stealing-esque activities!
On another note, WoW gameplay is becoming a bit unappealing. I'm beginning to fool around with emulators and stuff, though. It's a lot more fun to play alone and to be able to do whatever the hell you want. I like to keep to myself sometimes. If I want to deal with people, I'll go back to HSWoW or retail. At the moment, however, I'd much rather play alone and fool around with commands and the like. It's like going back to my Palace roots - scripting and such. It's refreshing!
That's it for now, I believe. Not much else to say about today. In a nutshell: today sucked, I have new music (which I didn't mention, but is worth noting), I had bubble tea, I dislike biology, religious events aren't my thing, and I have many, many blisters on my feet.
I didn't really go to any classes after lunch. Math was replaced with mass, so of course, I chose to opt out of that. As for biology, it was a work period to work on a 'group' project which I fully intend to do myself, or not do at all. I don't particularly care for anyone in my biology class, which I've probably mentioned before.
I'm supposed to go to T&T with the Nickiness tomorrow, but I don't know if my feet will be able to make it. I suppose we'll see in the morning. I also have a biology field trip to go to on the 31st, which I'm absolutely not looking forward to. I might play sick that day or something, considering field trips are harder to skip than regular class. Nicki does need a pick-me-up however, so if I can't walk to T&T, I'll look into taking the bus tomorrow instead. Less exercise, but that's fine too!
As for school events not directly involving me, there's been nothing but drama lately. It's like a constant whirlpool of he said/she said, picking sides, and gossip. The lemmings have all fallen in, but Nicki and I are managing to stay out of it pretty well, I'd say. Hurrah for not getting involved in petty fights and boyfriend stealing-esque activities!
On another note, WoW gameplay is becoming a bit unappealing. I'm beginning to fool around with emulators and stuff, though. It's a lot more fun to play alone and to be able to do whatever the hell you want. I like to keep to myself sometimes. If I want to deal with people, I'll go back to HSWoW or retail. At the moment, however, I'd much rather play alone and fool around with commands and the like. It's like going back to my Palace roots - scripting and such. It's refreshing!
That's it for now, I believe. Not much else to say about today. In a nutshell: today sucked, I have new music (which I didn't mention, but is worth noting), I had bubble tea, I dislike biology, religious events aren't my thing, and I have many, many blisters on my feet.
are you just fucking asking to die?
ok, i shall name some of the offences done to me in one day, although seeming miniscule, piled up to make me so pissed off that! i am so pissed at you, that i will shove an emory board in your eye, and file down your fucking eye with one hand, and with the other hand i will attempt to push you through a mesh fence all the while one of my legs is so far up your ass that your nose is bleeding.
- i wrote that, and i am not a particularily angry person until you push me to fucking far.
1. first thing in the morning!
everybody is talking about how Nikki is cheating on cody with brent. So understandably Nikki is going to be pissed. But when Nikki gets pissed, she starts talking reallly fuckin fast and interrupts you every fuckin step of the way! so im trying to get a word in edge wise cause she is asking me questions but continues talking, but i dont want to get fuckin bitched at or asking advice by a RAVING FUCKIN LUNATIC right after i get to school. This is a very minor thing, but it kinda started off as a bad day!.
2.French class
french class itself is fun, but everyone knows about my vendetta and mutual hate for the french teacher. Every time i fuckin asked something, said anything she fuckin completely ignored me, and threw a couple glares my way. That fuckin pissed me off immensely because i was actually fucking participating today! plus, she fuckin bitches at me about how i never hand anything in, or im not doing my part in the fashion show, when in reality, i fucking am, not that she would ever fuckin notice how hard i was trying, but in a class of IB kids that i barely know, who the FUCK do you think they are going to listen to more? me? a person they dont really know, or their friends! who the FUCK would you listen to? EXACTLY!
3.Social class
this class pissed me off the most. Why? because everyone treats me like i know fuckin nothing on a subject i know a MILLION times more than them about! for instance, Nikki cheating on Cody, with BRENT, for one, who the FUCK would cheat on a guy like cody, with a guy like BRENT!? exactly, nobody. Not even a fuckin blind deaf fucking retard would do that. But steffi and ESPECIALLY Kayla insist that its fucking true, after a while steffi stops but according to Kayla, cody kicked Nikki out, which is not fucking true, they broke up, ANOTHER RUMOUR THAT ISNT TRUE! Brents girlfriend RECIEVED a call from Cody, another thing that DID NOT HAPPEN! in fact, Nikki and Cody actually have a closer relationship now, she is STILL LIVING THERE and Brents gf called CODY NOT THE OTHER WAY FUCKIN AROUND! steffi is not even my problem, cause i dont mind when steffi does it. But kayla, should fuckin know better, because after all the untrue rumours that have been spread about her she should know to stfu and not believe everything you fuckin hear.
4.LA class
i was being really quiet for about half the LA class, but i started getting more into the class and teasing melissa and pretending to write on her with my pen. Not even talking to Louise. She fucking turned to me and said "you know your being really annoying today" (Louise), i dont know how i can fucking be annoying to her if she wasnt even in social class, at lunch i hardly talked to her, and in LA class i said like 10 words to her. but apparently i was being fuckin annoying. That fuckin pissed me off and made me want to leave the fuckin class and not be around such a fuckin BITCH, who was fuckin pmsing for no FUCKING REASON, and i got the very much loved text from cass asking me to leave the class. One! i really did go to the bathroom cause i wasnt feeling that well, dickheads, but after a while i started to feel better so i went to sev with cass. I did NOT fucking get a slurpee, obviously, or i would still have had it since i was only gone for 1/2 hour you dumb fucks. I quite obviously did not go to IGA, because that would take a reallly fuckin long time to get 2 and from there let alone finding and buying something. Yes i got a pop, because i was fuckin thirsty and i feel it soothes my stomach. I came back near the end of the class in a coat because i was COLD and because it was almost the end of the day. And guess fuckin what! saying shit like "heres nicki miss, she was skipping you should mark her absent, blah blah blah" news fucking flash, that isnt funny, everytime i come in the class you say that shit and thats not fuckin funny then either it really pisses me off. saying stuff like "stop texting, put away you phone" loud enough for the teacher to hear is NOT FUNNY EITHER notice i dont do that to you? and then making fun of my music, just because you listened to shit fucking rap crap bullshit fucking reggaeton wtf ever music isnt funny either! and if you dont know the fuckin music, dont say its fuckin old you just sounds FUCKING RETARDED!!
ATTEMPTING TO GET ME IN TROUBLE WITH THE TEACHER IS NOT FUCKING FUNNY EITHER YOU STUPID FUCKS. GET THAT INTO YOUR FUCKIN HEAD, SINCE WHEN IS GETTING IN TROUBLE FUCKIN FUNNY? EXACTLY NEVER, ONE DAY I SHOULD DO THAT TO YOU, JUST TO SHOW YOU HOW IT FEELS! EXCEPT IM NOT A FUCKIN CUNT LIKE YOU GUYS.
alot more things pissed me off, but this was the majority of the bullshit that had started my anger. Than some stuff at home that has fuckin fueled it into a full blown FUCKING RAGE!
- i wrote that, and i am not a particularily angry person until you push me to fucking far.
1. first thing in the morning!
everybody is talking about how Nikki is cheating on cody with brent. So understandably Nikki is going to be pissed. But when Nikki gets pissed, she starts talking reallly fuckin fast and interrupts you every fuckin step of the way! so im trying to get a word in edge wise cause she is asking me questions but continues talking, but i dont want to get fuckin bitched at or asking advice by a RAVING FUCKIN LUNATIC right after i get to school. This is a very minor thing, but it kinda started off as a bad day!.
2.French class
french class itself is fun, but everyone knows about my vendetta and mutual hate for the french teacher. Every time i fuckin asked something, said anything she fuckin completely ignored me, and threw a couple glares my way. That fuckin pissed me off immensely because i was actually fucking participating today! plus, she fuckin bitches at me about how i never hand anything in, or im not doing my part in the fashion show, when in reality, i fucking am, not that she would ever fuckin notice how hard i was trying, but in a class of IB kids that i barely know, who the FUCK do you think they are going to listen to more? me? a person they dont really know, or their friends! who the FUCK would you listen to? EXACTLY!
3.Social class
this class pissed me off the most. Why? because everyone treats me like i know fuckin nothing on a subject i know a MILLION times more than them about! for instance, Nikki cheating on Cody, with BRENT, for one, who the FUCK would cheat on a guy like cody, with a guy like BRENT!? exactly, nobody. Not even a fuckin blind deaf fucking retard would do that. But steffi and ESPECIALLY Kayla insist that its fucking true, after a while steffi stops but according to Kayla, cody kicked Nikki out, which is not fucking true, they broke up, ANOTHER RUMOUR THAT ISNT TRUE! Brents girlfriend RECIEVED a call from Cody, another thing that DID NOT HAPPEN! in fact, Nikki and Cody actually have a closer relationship now, she is STILL LIVING THERE and Brents gf called CODY NOT THE OTHER WAY FUCKIN AROUND! steffi is not even my problem, cause i dont mind when steffi does it. But kayla, should fuckin know better, because after all the untrue rumours that have been spread about her she should know to stfu and not believe everything you fuckin hear.
4.LA class
i was being really quiet for about half the LA class, but i started getting more into the class and teasing melissa and pretending to write on her with my pen. Not even talking to Louise. She fucking turned to me and said "you know your being really annoying today" (Louise), i dont know how i can fucking be annoying to her if she wasnt even in social class, at lunch i hardly talked to her, and in LA class i said like 10 words to her. but apparently i was being fuckin annoying. That fuckin pissed me off and made me want to leave the fuckin class and not be around such a fuckin BITCH, who was fuckin pmsing for no FUCKING REASON, and i got the very much loved text from cass asking me to leave the class. One! i really did go to the bathroom cause i wasnt feeling that well, dickheads, but after a while i started to feel better so i went to sev with cass. I did NOT fucking get a slurpee, obviously, or i would still have had it since i was only gone for 1/2 hour you dumb fucks. I quite obviously did not go to IGA, because that would take a reallly fuckin long time to get 2 and from there let alone finding and buying something. Yes i got a pop, because i was fuckin thirsty and i feel it soothes my stomach. I came back near the end of the class in a coat because i was COLD and because it was almost the end of the day. And guess fuckin what! saying shit like "heres nicki miss, she was skipping you should mark her absent, blah blah blah" news fucking flash, that isnt funny, everytime i come in the class you say that shit and thats not fuckin funny then either it really pisses me off. saying stuff like "stop texting, put away you phone" loud enough for the teacher to hear is NOT FUNNY EITHER notice i dont do that to you? and then making fun of my music, just because you listened to shit fucking rap crap bullshit fucking reggaeton wtf ever music isnt funny either! and if you dont know the fuckin music, dont say its fuckin old you just sounds FUCKING RETARDED!!
ATTEMPTING TO GET ME IN TROUBLE WITH THE TEACHER IS NOT FUCKING FUNNY EITHER YOU STUPID FUCKS. GET THAT INTO YOUR FUCKIN HEAD, SINCE WHEN IS GETTING IN TROUBLE FUCKIN FUNNY? EXACTLY NEVER, ONE DAY I SHOULD DO THAT TO YOU, JUST TO SHOW YOU HOW IT FEELS! EXCEPT IM NOT A FUCKIN CUNT LIKE YOU GUYS.
alot more things pissed me off, but this was the majority of the bullshit that had started my anger. Than some stuff at home that has fuckin fueled it into a full blown FUCKING RAGE!
Monday, May 7, 2007
Adventure Time!
Unfortunately, I don't have time to make a full post, however I do come bearing something absolutely amazing, courtesy of the one and only Bingo:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LNVYWJOEy9A
Enjoy!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LNVYWJOEy9A
Enjoy!
Sunday, May 6, 2007
When the sun shines, we'll shine together; told you I'll be here forever
I've been dead for awhile, but now I'm undead! I won't be posting much today, since it's almost 2 AM, but I'll share a few gems from our trip to the zoo and give everyone a brief overview of what's been going on in the land of Cass lately.
I've been pretty sick lately, but I think I'm getting better. I didn't have a voice for awhile. I missed a few days of school, but I didn't get too much further behind than I already am. I don't really do any homework anymore. My grades don't reflect my ability. They haven't for about 2 years now, with the minor exception of the first term this year, in which I had an 88 average - without trying, and with missing about 3 weeks of school in total. I'm not unintelligent, I've just given up on most things.
I've been playing a lot of WoW lately, but the novelty is wearing off a bit. The last time the server was wiped, a lot of my friends stopped playing. The only reason I used to play was to hang out in Alterac Valley with both my horde and alliance buddies, such as Nate (obviously), Tyr, Yuffles, Zzy, Bingo, Lorix, Shurikan, Rexx, and all of the people who usually PvPed there and such. As of now, Nate is a GM and doesn't usually play, Tyr left for retail, Yuffles is also a GM, and I do see him occasionally, I think Zzy is a GM now, but I haven't seen him in days, Bingo disappeared, Lorix is usually AFK, Shurikan fell of the world (of warcraft), and Rexx is banned. It's really bleak now. I haven't seen Mini around in awhile, either, but he's a GM as well.
Now, for pictures of real life events!
Nicki kicks the door to the boys washroom open, and Dominic displays his spirit finger abilities!
My friends give me some interesting looks D:
Walking to the train station to go to the zoo!
That about sums us up, eh?
"Think those are real dinosaur bones? Oh man, let's climb it." - Breanna
"Guys, why is there a panda in the Rocky Mountains?" - Cass
Breanna is bad ass. Her boobs went over the line!
One of my personal favourite pictures of the day. They look so adorable!
A swan - so pretty ^__^
Breanna had some fun with that bear. By some, I mean a bit too much :D
Nicki, Dominic, myself, Courtney, and Breanna! The only picture from this set that you'll see me in. Or, well, my shadow in, at least~
Everyone loves Breanna's boobs. They could have their own TV show :O
Breanna is a chimpanzee.. and a flamingo :D
Everyone loved the monkey wal, especially Dominic. He's into kinky monkey sex.
I don't remember what those were, but they were absolutely adorable.
Say hello to my little friend! I named him/her Snorkle. We're tight.
Only Nicki could fall asleep at the zoo! The gazebo was awfully pretty, though.
We spent about half an hour giving this peacock a pep talk on how to get the girls. He didn't take our advice, though. We even did a few demonstrations for him! Silly peacock. We decided he had to be gay!
Anyways, that's all for tonight. More to come later! Nicki and Courtney both have pictures of me :P
I've been pretty sick lately, but I think I'm getting better. I didn't have a voice for awhile. I missed a few days of school, but I didn't get too much further behind than I already am. I don't really do any homework anymore. My grades don't reflect my ability. They haven't for about 2 years now, with the minor exception of the first term this year, in which I had an 88 average - without trying, and with missing about 3 weeks of school in total. I'm not unintelligent, I've just given up on most things.
I've been playing a lot of WoW lately, but the novelty is wearing off a bit. The last time the server was wiped, a lot of my friends stopped playing. The only reason I used to play was to hang out in Alterac Valley with both my horde and alliance buddies, such as Nate (obviously), Tyr, Yuffles, Zzy, Bingo, Lorix, Shurikan, Rexx, and all of the people who usually PvPed there and such. As of now, Nate is a GM and doesn't usually play, Tyr left for retail, Yuffles is also a GM, and I do see him occasionally, I think Zzy is a GM now, but I haven't seen him in days, Bingo disappeared, Lorix is usually AFK, Shurikan fell of the world (of warcraft), and Rexx is banned. It's really bleak now. I haven't seen Mini around in awhile, either, but he's a GM as well.
Now, for pictures of real life events!
Nicki kicks the door to the boys washroom open, and Dominic displays his spirit finger abilities!
My friends give me some interesting looks D:
Walking to the train station to go to the zoo!
That about sums us up, eh?
"Think those are real dinosaur bones? Oh man, let's climb it." - Breanna
"Guys, why is there a panda in the Rocky Mountains?" - Cass
Breanna is bad ass. Her boobs went over the line!
One of my personal favourite pictures of the day. They look so adorable!
A swan - so pretty ^__^
Breanna had some fun with that bear. By some, I mean a bit too much :D
Nicki, Dominic, myself, Courtney, and Breanna! The only picture from this set that you'll see me in. Or, well, my shadow in, at least~
Everyone loves Breanna's boobs. They could have their own TV show :O
Breanna is a chimpanzee.. and a flamingo :D
Everyone loved the monkey wal, especially Dominic. He's into kinky monkey sex.
I don't remember what those were, but they were absolutely adorable.
Say hello to my little friend! I named him/her Snorkle. We're tight.
Only Nicki could fall asleep at the zoo! The gazebo was awfully pretty, though.
We spent about half an hour giving this peacock a pep talk on how to get the girls. He didn't take our advice, though. We even did a few demonstrations for him! Silly peacock. We decided he had to be gay!
Anyways, that's all for tonight. More to come later! Nicki and Courtney both have pictures of me :P
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